by Mary Grace P.
Rubido
Everything is perfect and fine when
I’m with him. I feel like he is my second big brother. I don’t feel any
awkwardness unlike when I’m with other guys I know. Why? I don’t know either.
But, maybe because he acts like my real brother does. He would cheer me up when
I’m down, carry when I’m sick, and when I got wounded even a little bit, like
just a scratch in my outer most layer of skin, the epidermis, almost until my
stratum basale, he would scold me and say, “Why are you such a child? Can’t you
take care of yourself?” See! He is exaggerating things so much. But, that’s why
I like him.
I like him just the way he is. He is
so comfortable to be with. I can say that he is my first best guy friend in my
life. Oh! I also forgot, he is also protective. Just like when we both went
home and rode an LRT train, we were in such a hurry because it is heavily
raining outside. He is worried that EDSA might be flooded by now. So, we got in
the area wherein it is crowded and two more people and the additional two more
people made it like sardines in a can. The door of the train closed. We were at
the side close to the pole of the seats and the door opposite to the one that
opens. I am leaning with my back at the door and he is facing towards me. We
were talking cheerfully and laughing at the same time. I wipe the sweat
produced by my sudoriferous glands. But, it is not from my eccrine gland but
from my apocrine gland. It is due to the stress of getting in a train
immediately. When the next station came, there were three people who got in the
train. They were pushing the people in front that made the people inside to
compress and have a little space for them. Thinking of the situation, I
suddenly notice our position. We are so close to each other.
He had his arms placed just in the
level of my head. His face is near to me too and he said, “You okay? Sorry.” I
replied, “No. It’s okay.” I lowered my head. Now I can almost hear his
heartbeat. I feel like the train suddenly became slow. I can feel the palms of
my hand and the solex of my feet becomes sweaty. And my heart is beating
abnormally.
“Hah… hah…”, he breathes heavily.
I can feel his breath upon the back
of my neck. My hair root plexuses reacted to it and send signals that caused my
arrector pili muscles to contract and make a blood rush in my face and gave me
some goose bumps. I can’t stay in this position longer. So, I decided to turn
around and face the door instead. It is now in Gil Puyat station.
One more station to go.
When suddenly he said, “Hey, your
hair is messed up.” Then, he fixed my hair. His fingertips touched my hair, and
it caused my arrector pili muscles to contract again.
“Ahh… I-it’s ok. I’ll just fix it
myself.” I take a hold of my hair. And I can feel his breath not on my neck but
at the back of my otic. I can’t take it anymore. I feel like I am white as the
person with albinism. At last, we are at the EDSA station where we got off the
train.
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